Ah’Naila-
When I woke up it took me a while to figure out where I was. So much has happened so fast in the past couple of days. Two days ago I wouldve been waking up in Maurice’s arms. I frowned at the thought. I admit, I miss him….a lot, but I also understand we need time apart. We both fucked up this time, there’s no changing that. I got up and went into the living room to find Dre already up sitting on the couch. I sat on the chair opposite of him and hugged my legs to my chest. “Good Morning Gorgeous” he said with a smile. I gave him a light smile. “Good Morning” I replied. I felt kind of bad for sleeping with him being that my only reasons was that I was hurt and wanted to get back at Maurice. Like I said, I will always have love for Dre but right now I really dont know what I want and I shouldnt have led him on like I did.
The night before Dre said I could stay at his condo for the time being. Its not like he’ll be there a lot with him going back and forth to LA. So today he’s taking me to Maurice’s to get my things. I really hope I can just get in and get out. I dont want to deal with this right now. “Well, Im ready whenever you are…” Dre said and stood up. I sighed. “Better now than never…”
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When we pulled up to Maurice’s house I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply. Dre squeezed my hand. “You want me to go with you?” he asked. Yeah, thats a great idea..I thought to myself and rolled my eyes silently. “No, no, Im fine..” I took another deep breath and got out the car.
I turned the the knob on the door and stepped inside. The house was quiet but I knew he was there. I could feel his presence. I walked slowly up the steps to our— his, bedroom. Surprisingly and luckily, he wasnt there either. I went to the closet and started pulling my things off the hangers. “So you just gone leave?” I heard a voice behind me. It didnt even startle me, I was expecting it. I didnt look at him, I couldnt. I just continued to pack. He asked again. My eyes burned. “Ah’Naila! Answer Me!” I turned around. “What the fuck do you want from me!!??” I yelled. He looked taken aback. “One minute you yelling at me for cheating and now youre mad because Im leaving?! You cant be serious.” I turned back to what I was doing. “I know whats going on here…you with that nigga now arent you..?” he asked. “For your information, No, I am not…but if I was I dont know why it would matter to you anyway..you got the bitch you wanted…” I rolled my eyes and picked up my bag pushing past him to get out the closet. I moved on to the bathroom. “The fuck you talking bout?” He followed. “Dont play dumb. I dont have the time. I know you fucked her Maurice.” He started to say something but stopped. I chuckled. “See…” Shaking my head I walked out of the bedroom and made my way downstairs. He stopped me at the door. I sighed. “Please Move…” I asked. “No. You not leaving.” “Dont you have a bitch to tend to?” I asked. “Why you keep bringin her up..?” he said still blocking my way. I groaned. I just wanted to get out. “Because you fucked her while you were with me and then had the audacity to lash out at me over a fucking kiss knowing what the fuck you did. That’s why.” I said through gritted teeth. He was really pissing me off. “Look, at the end of the day, We both fucked up and clearly we’re not ready to be together…” I dropped the key and the heart necklace he gave me when we first got together in his hand. This time, he didnt protest, he simply moved from in front of the door.
“You good?” Dre asked when I got in the car. I sniffed and looked out the window. “Yeah…”
*Week Later*
Dre went back to LA and I sat in his condo alone. I havent talked to Maurice since I moved out. He hasnt tried to talk to me either. Even though I was the one that left, it hurts that he hasnt tried to get me back. But whatever, me in my pity party, as always.
This is for my girlfriend..this is for my this is for my girlfriend….this is for my B.F.F…girlfriend..
Girlfriend by Nicki Minaj played as Quiana’s face flashed across my phone screen. “Hello Love..” I answered. “Uh Uh. Do not ‘Hello Love’ me…so tell me why I had to find out from Shad, who found out from Maurice, that yall aint together no more…” she snapped on the other line. Oh Damn. “Shit. Im so sorry. Everything just happened so fast….” I said. “Mhm. Whatever. You may redeem yourself by telling me everything now…” I Laughed. “Girl….”
“So what happens now?” she asked after I gave her the full run down. I sighed. “I wish I knew….”
Maurice-
Damn I want my baby back, its so cold without her, cold without her, She’s gone, Now I’m alone, no one to hold on, Cause she was the only one,And I know I was dead wrong….
I hummed the melody and the wrote the words on the page. Everything is so fucked up now. I lost the only girl I really loved. Im not gone lie. I shouldnt have lashed out on Ah’Naila knowing two days before I fucked Destiny. It was more so out of guilt. I was more mad at myself than her. I probably couldve gotten her back that first time she came home, but, of course, I slipped up again. I dont know what it is. I know in my mind that I have no feelings for Destiny but when I get around her I dont know what happens. Im not saying I Love her or some shit because I know for a fact I dont but just, maybe there is a little something still there? Fuck, Im so confused…..
Dre-
Damn, all week I watched Ah’Naila sit around my condo like a sad puppy. I didnt want it to be like this. It was simple. Break them up and she falls right into your arms. I cant stand seeing her like this. I mean, she’s the love of my life, I want her to be happy. But I want her to be happy with me. Shit, man..
Destiny-
Phase 1. Complete. She fucked with the wrong bitch. The look on her face when she saw me in Maurice’s shirt, priceless. Its just too fucking easy. Now on to Phase 2. I may not have all of Maurice, but I definitely have him exactly where I want him. Soon everything will back to the way it was before that bitch came and ruined my life. Perfect boyfriend. Perfect house. Perfect bank account. What more could a girl ask?
I was cruising in my car, blasting Honey Cocaine, when my phone rang. “Talk to me..” I answered. “Wassup Cuz..” Dre replied. “Oh hey Dre…isnt it just great how this whole thing is unfolding…?” I asked. There was some shuffling in the background. “Yeah..uhm..about that…” He started. “What Dre?” I said impatiently. “I dont think I can do this anymore…” I almost choked. “The fuck are you talking about Dre. Do not bail on me. Were in this together..” I snapped. “I know I agreed to do this with you in the beginning Des, but I hate seeing Nai like that..” I rolled my eyes. “You sound like a fucking bitch man I swear.” I snapped. He sucked his teeth. “Nah fuck that..its just I’d rather her be happy, whether its with me or not…” “Bitchhhhh! Fuck her happiness Dre. I really dont give a fuck about her!” I yelled. “Yeah but I do!” He yelled back. “Im thinkin I might call this whole thing off and tell her…” “No the fuck youre not.” I snapped. “Says who? You?” he chuckled. “You dont want to fuck with me Dre, blood or not, you can get your shit rocked. Act like you know bout me.” I grinded my teeth. He’s such a bitch for this. He thinks I care about fucking feelings? Bullshit. If Im not getting what rightfully belongs to me, I dont give a fuck. “You a ruthless ass bitch yo..” he said. “Oh yeah? Just try me Diondre.”
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=( I knowwwwwww
;_________; Im sorry =(
OML. NOOOO Destiny is his ex girlfriend. Teyana is his sister. lmfaoooo lawd. You got confused somewhere in between chapters….
Ah’Naila-
I slumped down to ground and cried. The look on his face is just heartbreaking. I never meant to hurt him. Honestly. It’s just Dre has a huge part of my heart and always will. He was my first love and it just got really confusing with him just showing up again. I need to make this right. I got myself together and grabbed my keys. I’m going to make this right.
Maurice-
I can’t fucking believe this shit. Everything we’ve been through. Wow. Just when you think you know a person. I heard Naila’s car pull out the driveway. I pulled out my phone and dialed Destiny’s number. “I was expecting your call..” she answered. “Forreal. I’m not playing right now. I need to know where you got those fuckin pictures.” I said. “Hmph I have my ways..” she said. “Now you know how much of a hoe she is…you deserve so much better…”
“What, you mean like you?” I said sarcastically. She didnt catch it. “Yes. You need to stop denying the fact that you want me…” she started. “I’m not denying shit.” I snapped. “Please. That’s not what you said before..don’t act like you forgot…” I felt my face get hot. “That was one fucking time. And plus I was drunk. I don’t fucking want you…” she laughed a little. “1. You’re lying cause you weren’t drunk and 2. If she so great, why did you come running back to me when you needed a good nut..?” I could almost see the smirk on her face. My hand twitched. “Fucking bitch..” I spat. “Ha. Being nice doesn’t get me what I want.”
Ah’Naila-
I drove non-stop all the way to Dre’s condo. On the way there I just kept thinking how he had seething to do with this and got angrier by the second. By the time I got to his door I was boiling. “Ah’Naila! I been Tryna get in touch—” he stopped. “What happened?” he asked. I shoved the pictures in his face. “This fucking happened! Did you have anything to do with this? Don’t lie to me Dre..” he shot me a confused look and looked at the pictures. “Oh shit..” I heard him say. “So? Did you know anything about this?” I tapped my foot. “Nah, I promise…I aint know shit about this…I wouldnt do that to you..” he said softly. I sighed loudly. “Then who the fuck did this Dre!? My relationship may be over!” I yelled. “Trouble in Paradise?” he asked. I glared at him. He put his hands up in defence and let me into the condo. “Look, I already told you I dont know shit about those pictures or who couldve given them to your nigga..”
I sat on the couch and buried my face in my hands. “What the fuckkkk” I mumbled to myself. He sat next me and I started bawling. Instinctively, he hugged and tried to comfort me but to be honest I wanted him to be Maurice. He kept hugging me once my cries slowed down and rocked back and forth. “I didnt want to tell you this cause I didnt want to see you hurt, but your man aint no angel himself…” I looked up at him. “What do you mean?” I asked. “A couple of weeks ago I saw him chilling with some other bitch…and it looked more than just a friendly get together…if you know what I mean…” This cant be true, Maurice would never do that to me. Well, then again, I didnt think I would do what I did. “Nah, are you sure it was him..?” I asked. “Im like 90% but I could be wrong…” I sighed. I dont what to believe anymore….
It was getting late and I didnt really up to facing Maurice again right now. “Do you think I could stay over, you know just for the night..? I cant go back there now…” I asked Dre. We were still on the couch in the same position we’ve been in the whole time. “Sure. Anything for you Ma…” he replied. “Thanks. I really appreciate it…”
**Next day***
When I pulled up to our house there was an unfamiliar car in the driveway. The fuck is this? I walked up to the front and unlocked the door. When Maurice saw me he stopped like a deer in headlights. Just then, Destiny came around the corner, dressed in one of his t-shirts. When she saw me a huge smile came across her face. “Nai..” I put a hand up. “No. Dont bother. It doesnt matter. We’re done anyway right? Because I’m the lying, cheating hoe huh?” I rolled me eyes. “You know, its funny how you could lash out on me yesterday for a kiss, when this whole time you been fucking this bitch. Wow.” I turned and went back down the stairs. “Wait what? Whole Time?? The fuck are you talking about?” he asked following me. “It doesnt matter…Goodbye Maurice….” So Dre was right. I thought he would never cheat on me. Guess you never know a person.
When I got to Dre’s condo my cheeks were stained with tears. “You were right!” I said lunging toward him as soon as he opened the door. He walked me and sat me down. “What happened?” he asked. “You were right, when I got there today his ex was there wearing his shirt. I cant believe this…” I laid my head on his chest. He took his hand and pushed my chin up, so that I was looking into his eyes. “You dont deserve to be treated this way..” he took his thumb and wiped my tears. “That nigga dont deserve your tears..” I stared up into his deep blue green eyes.
Once again, our lips were touching. But this time, it was me who kissed him. Our kisses became deeper and he slightly pushed me back so that he was on top of me. He paused and peered down at me, as if to ask for permission. I nodded and he began trailing kisses down my neck. A moan slipped from my mouth. He used his teeth to peel my shirt back. Once he had my shirt off, he removed my bra in one motion. He then cupped my titties in his hands and gently placed small kisses on them, gradually lowering to my belly. While sucking on my nipple, he unbuttoned my shorts and slipped them off leaving me in just my thong. He placed kisses and licked along the inside of my thighs. My legs shook. He moved the fabric of my thong from on top of my pussy and massaged it with two fingers. I bit my lip. “Damn, you wet as shit” he said laughing and put his tongue on me beginning to to lick the wetness dry. “Shhhh” I breathed. My back arched when he spelled his name, Diondre, with his tongue on my clit. “Mhmm” my breathing was uneasy. The faster he tongue moved the faster my heart rate went. I grinded my hips against his face as he continued to eat me. I had my hands on his head, pulling the hair that I could grab slightly. “Holy shit. I think Im boutta cum..” He ignored me and kept going to work. My body shook and I released. He didnt stop until I was dry. When he was done and my breathing and heart rate was almost normal, I paused and realized he was sitting on the couch, fully dressed. “Youre done?” I asked. He smiled. “Yup. I just wanted to please you..” I sat up. “Oh No. You not gone start something you cant finish…” He raised his eyebrow. “Who said I couldnt finish?” “I mean you acting like you cant..but uh..ion know.” I winked. “Oh word? well how bout you come over here and find out…” I smirked and crawled over to the other side of the couch where he was and began unbuckling his pants.
This could be fun….
